Chaos and Peace
By: Tom Norvell

Vol. 7 No. 04 January 26, 2004

Chaos and peace. Evil and good. Tragedy and joy. Disaster and success. Despair and hope. Horror and delight. Sorrow and rejoicing. Ugliness and beauty. Suffering and pleasure. Such is life. At the same time.

Life seems to be falling apart. More demands on your time than you can handle then more is demanded. When you think there is nothing else that could possibly go wrong something else goes wrong. Bills are piling up. Tensions are high. At the same time a phone call calms your spirit. A sermon touches your heart. A chapter in the book, or an article seems to have been written with you in mine. The Bible passage you had read hundreds of times strangely makes good sense. In the midst of chaos, there is peace.

Life is going great! The family is healthy. Work is good. Your golf game is better than ever. Your boss complimented you on your work. You child got all “A”s. Both cars are running well. Your mail includes a rebate you had forgotten about. At the same time there’s an accident. A phone call in the early morning hours. You are dazed. In the midst of peace, there is chaos.

Your ministry is going great. The church is growing. Souls are being saved. Lives are being changed. You know God is doing it and you are delighted to give Him all the glory. You are just enjoying being along for the ride. At the same time beneath your vision evil is lurking. Waiting for the right time to attack. Temptation is stronger than ever and you are feeling weaker than ever. Guilt, fear, negativity, anger, and resentment are eating at you. In the midst of goodness, there is evil.

You ministry is in the pits. Your spiritual life is dry and empty. You are questioning your call. It’s been so long since you felt like you were actually helping anyone that you are now considering leaving your post. You are discouraged and frustrated and tired. At the same time an email arrives thanking you for a kindness you showed someone. A phone call from a friend lifts your spirits. At the end of your class one of your students hangs around to say they are getting a lot out of your class and that they appreciate all the time you spend preparation. In the midst of evil, there is goodness.

This is life. In the midst of the darkest of hours comes a flickering light to remind you to hang on until morning. In the brightest of days there is a shadow that reminds you to be grateful for the brightness of the day. In the midst of unbearable suffering there is a thought of heaven and a day when all suffering ends. In the midst of indescribable joy there is a song that takes you back to sadder days to remind you that there are those around you in great need.
As Jesus prayed in the garden at the same time he battled Satan evil temptations. As He visited the home of a friend who had died He brought hope of the Resurrection. As He moved among the poor, the oppressed, and the blind, he brought riches, freedom and sight. As He taught his disciples to love the tempter convinced one to betray him. As He suffered on the cross He saved us from our sins. As He died we gained life. We are alive because He died. We have life “to the full” because He became empty. We die to ourselves so we can live for Him and so that others will follow.

This is life. This is the message of the cross. Perhaps one key to life is accept this reality, to always be aware of it, and not get so caught up in one that we forget the other is present.


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A Norvell Note:

The Passion of the Christ